Poems of my Soul Vol. 2

 Poems of My soul Vol. 2


11/10/21

Despair

In the midst of despair I found myself

It’s still fall out, but am already in winter

What a time to sit with my shadow

After the light is block she emerges

She says, “Hey look at me! Am you!”

I turned towards her and I see is me

I asked, “where are you? All I see is me”

She replies, “we are the same, just negative labels. That society has place on me. Set me free! I beg you!”

I reply, “ my light is broken too. We cannot escape.”

Shadow says, “trust me, just follow my lead then, I will set us both free.”

Just turn off your light and let our love guide us.

Let’s dive in love to be free.

Always remember, in the midst of despair only our own love can save us.


11/8/21

The Rejected

Fuck Society!

The Business world rejected me fresh out of college

Then my next adventure in politics, I was rejected too

Use my gift in the hospital and ended up rejected

Went into teaching and was rejected.

They all wonder what was that thing about me that made me so powerful

My energy scared them.

Try getting into business and they only way I made it was as investor

I am too special to fit in a box

I break the boxes I try to fit in

All I ever wanted was to experience the mundane

But I turned the mundane into the most unique experience.

Rejected for being amazing 


11/8/21

Society

Oh you insane criminal!

Labels me society.

The doctors labeled me insane, mentally ill.

The cops labeled me as a criminal.

The psych ward patients labeled me the holy spirit.

No regular job will hire me with those labels.

My only options is to be label disabled, win the lottery, or marry rich.

Other see me as healer

Who is the bipolar now?

The world is an asylum

The system is broken

Everybody is tired of the nonsense

I want out!

The being of light says “You are doing good job sweetie.”

I wonder what’s the point of being awake?

It feels like being sober around drunk people

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