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 I still do not have a date to move and honestly, I do not want to move anymore, all this waiting made me lose hope on having my own place. I decided to become a runner again. I used to run in my early 20s with my good friend Meli but she now lives in Spain with her family. Now that Bella is gone, I will honor her memory by going outside to run. My first walk will be hard since I have not walk outside without Bella. but honestly, I have to do something my with spare time and body. I am gaining weight and not being active. I need to get it together and move my body. I want to find a part time job from home this summer or fall. I already contacted a company that helps with that, I just need schedule an appointment with the job coach. I am just waiting on my housing situation to get it started. I need to make more money because I am in debt because I was a victim of a job scam. So now owe to my stepmother and my credit card money. Dating once I am not talking to no one or I am not int...
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New Adventure

 I have not move to my new apartment yet, hopefully by April I am moved. The process with section 8 is a slow one and I need to be patient. Hopefully I get to start my new life and offer my new offering of emotional release sessions at my new place, that's my new adventure and life coaching. I want to start with friends and friends of friends. I already shared the resources I will be using with my clients with my friends so they can help themselves. I won't charge much just $50 and make a cash business, receiving payments in PayPal, Zelle or cash. I already open an Instagram page healing arts and life coaching by Stephanie. I am still working on me; I am seeing a nutritionist so I can learn how to eat better and make better food choices. I am working out at home 3 times per week. I do mental health activities to keep myself sharp, like painting, collages, coloring and word search. I also play musical instruments and keep myself active by reading and doing research on different ...
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Poems of my Soul Vol. 2

  Poems of My soul Vol. 2 11/10/21 Despair In the midst of despair I found myself It’s still fall out, but am already in winter What a time to sit with my shadow After the light is block she emerges She says, “Hey look at me! Am you!” I turned towards her and I see is me I asked, “where are you? All I see is me” She replies, “we are the same, just negative labels. That society has place on me. Set me free! I beg you!” I reply, “ my light is broken too. We cannot escape.” Shadow says, “trust me, just follow my lead then, I will set us both free.” Just turn off your light and let our love guide us. Let’s dive in love to be free. Always remember, in the midst of despair only our own love can save us. 11/8/21 The Rejected Fuck Society! The Business world rejected me fresh out of college Then my next adventure in politics, I was rejected too Use my gift in the hospital and ended up rejected Went into teaching and was rejected. They all wonder what was that thing about me that made me so...
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Poems from my soul vol. 1

  Poems from my Soul Back in 2020, I discovered Society X. They offer virtual creative live classes, I took therapeutic art and poetry workshops. You can check them out! Some of the classes are free, others you have to pay. Here is the link   SocietyX (thesocietyx.com) So I thought, why not share some of my work too. 11/10/21 The needs of my soul To be worry free To be understood To explore To go on adventures To have fun To be loved To get high on love To rest To slow down To make love To Daydream To be creative To play and dance To be seen and heard 11/10/21 Madness! Oh! To be madness is… To be free To be Unique To see the truth To stand out To be authentic To be creative To embrace it all To be madness is to say Fuck You! To Society and do You! 9/22/21 My Neighbors Trees I do not know your names but you gave shades during the sunny hot days of summer. I always look forward to your changes. I love watching you during the spring as your leaves blossom. In fall I love watching...
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New chapter

 Well, I supposed to look for a part time job, but the Universe had other plans for me. I was awarded section8 housing and now I am looking for a place to live. I only have 60 days to find a place, but I already have one in mind and submitted the application. I am excited to start this new chapter of life, living solo and healthy. I plan to cook healthy meals and workout. Hopefully by March 1 I am already moved in and buying products for my first apartment, I am eager to move and start fresh in the spring. I already have some healthy menu plans so I can go shopping since I am going to be in a budget of 300 dollars per month on food. I plan to workout outside going up and down the hill and lifting weights at home. For my 37th birthday I plan to buy a rowing machine because I know is going to be hard to go outside during winter. My goal is to lose 100 pounds for my 40th birthday. I want to lose more a total of 130 pounds for my 45th birthday. But I want to concentrate on the 25 yearl...
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 I had my blog with godaddy.com but I have no clue what happened it got deleted so now I am here in blogger. Now I am looking for jobs for disabled person so I can work part time and keep myself busy. Ideally, I am looking to work from home in a customer service position. I already contacted an organization that helps disabled people.  I was in denial with my mental health illness but my energy level due my medication makes it impossible to be very active. But I am here taking care of my health and looking for ways to gain some extra cash. The good news is that maybe soon I will have my own place, it is scary for me because it will be the first time I will live alone. My father is my only support system and leaving the nest will be hard on me. Hopefully I found a part time job to keep myself busy.  January is a busy month for me I had to interview with a job specialist and attend a zoom meeting for my section 8 offer and going to the doctors to check my thyroid and for my...
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  350 Words My love for writing started in middle school to express myself. I am 36 now, so I have about 24 years of writing experience. I wrote not just in my journal, but short stories, poems and love letters. By the time I was in college I already had a way with words but some professors kept asking for more details on my essays. After I graduated college, I volunteer in a political campaign just to get experience in marketing. I connected with the local Hispanic newspapers and I learned about printing media. Turns out during the campaign, not only did I write my own article in the Hispanic newspaper, but was telling a veteran PR professional how to tailor his press media to the Hispanic market. How to cut down 1200 words press note down to 350 words.  I did not see it as a big deal back then, but it was and I am very proud of my younger self for doing it, after all at 22, I did have 10 years of writing experience. I can call myself a published writer. In the spirit of such...
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